DEAR LORD

I hope all is well with you up in the heavenly Palace. I have heard that it is a very nice place and i sure do hope that when i come over you will show me around. Kati i don't want to sound like i am complaining but here goes.

1. Why do i feel the way i do right about now? Rejected, constantly looked down on, not cared for and so many other things. I know that everything happens for a reason and that there are lessons to learn from every experience. But does is have to hurt this much for me to learn? What is there to learn? This feeling (Having a gu mango) is not cool at all. I don't want to feel like this anymore. I want to be happy all the time, not worry about what is going to happen next, not worry about the next text message i receive, the next phone call. I need assurance God. If it's going to hurt let it come now instead of the stages.

2. Thank you lord for the gift of children i love them they are my everything, my world. I believe in you for that miracle that we once discussed in my prayer. Please don't read me wrong when i constantly pray about it, i am not trying to remind you. I am letting you know that i am waiting and your timing will be perfect.

3. The evil deeds in this country are becoming quite too much my Father, people are sacrificing the little ones to gods that are not going to do anything for them. Too much hate, envy, jealous eeeish this is sending so many people to witch doctors to harm those they feel that way for. Lord calm them show them your righteousness. Let no evil plans/traps come to pass. Protect your people and lead those astray back to your loving arms.

4. Thank you for the gift of love, but teach us lord how to love our children, spouses, colleagues, family members, friends, even those that don't wish us well. Lord people have taken on the vow to remain faithful to one another but they didn't live up to it. Please give them that love the one they had for each other when they were running to church to make it official, give them fulfillment in their marriages, families and homes.

5. Father we leave our homes to go to work and trust strangers to take care of our children. Lord i believe that you are watching over them that you will protect our children, give love and mercy to the people taking care of them so that our children are safe.

6. Oh i just want to thank you for the blessings, love and forgiveness of Sin!

Yours truly